Saturday, October 31, 2009

senyum seindah suria.

mulakan hari anda dengan senyuman! :) :D :b
selamat pagi.
*pukul 11 consider pagi kan? hehe









Friday, October 30, 2009

give me the title please.


i dont know why, i just cant get you out of my head.

motivate myself.

AJA2 FIGHTING!
:)


semoga berjaya kawan kawan


*kepala hotak gua dah tepu dgn math, adeyy

 

Thursday, October 29, 2009

kehidupan yang tidak terurus.

 buat masa sekarang
kehidupan aku agak tidak terurus dan tunggang langgang.
kerana:
  • final exam yang akan bermula pada minggu hadapan
  • banyak topic yang masih belum dicover
  • kekurangan wang yang melampau, pokai ouhh pokai
  • malam aku menjadi siang dan sebaliknya
  • homesick dan kerinduan pada IBU :( 
  • hilang selera makan 
  • budak gemuk yang sentiasa busy, kau buat ape haa
*bagi aku sedikit ruang untuk bernafas. fuhh fuhh!


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

you. S

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I'd  made a terrible mistake. i shouldn't call u just now. sorry. i just want to hear your voice and saying how much i missed you, but u scolded me, yea as usual. do you have any idea what i have been through? i know you don't even give a damn about that. i had enough. i won't read your blog anymore. it just seemed like the right thing to do, for me. like what u said, we are two different people now, aren't we? so lets move on with our own life, our own way. i know you are doing good. yes you are. and so do i. i ll always pray for your happiness. i m sorry for all my wrong doings, and forgive me for everything I've done. i want u to know that the happiest moment in my life when i was with you, so thanks for those memories. good luck for your final exam. i believe in you. don't worry, i go. because this is what you want. please take good care of yourself.

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victory.

MASUM 2009
W4+ Gold medalist



Varsity Boat Race 2009
W4+ Silver medalist


Every great achievement is the victory of a flaming heart.
 -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Monday, October 26, 2009

cinta pandang pertama. HAHA

PHILIPINE MARI! ;p


tengok dari jauh je laa, haihhhh
 



Saturday, October 24, 2009

passion.

 
'Rowers do more before 8am than most people do all day'

'Real athletes row. Everyone else just plays games.'



jakun laa.


wahh jakun laa. baru tahu.


thanks to you, budak gemuk :)
apa lagi belanja laa satu.


Thursday, October 22, 2009

&%^$#@

i hate 'sleeping partner'


clear?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

exhausted.

i am so fucking tired, dari pagi sampai petang buat lab exp. LEVELLING x jadi so kena re-do, AGAIN, and also TEKIMETRI, we done the whole experiment back. nak tahu kenapa? sebab map plan kitorang tiada. x tahu lah hilang ke mana, orang yang bertanggungjawab pegang kertas tu X ADA. so penyelesaian terbaik, RE-DO je la. kau ingat senang ke? kau ingat x penat? haa cuba buat. cuba. berdiri tengah2 panas tu dari pagi. siapa tak penat? setakat kau bersenang lenang berjimba mmg x penat.



lab report satu hal lagi. esok last day submission. macam biasa la, separuh pun belum siap. nak kena buat autocad lagi, fuhhh. mekanik bahan punya project pun x start lagi. bukan sebab apa, mmg x ada masa nak buat. macam mana? dah la esok ada test. woww. memang seronok hidup aku minggu ni.


exhibition CNI untuk group aku x tahu hari apa bila dan di mana. hahaha. nasib baik model dah siap. tahniah untuk diri aku sendiri. hahaha.


moral of the story, jangan la suka buat kerja last minute, nanti sendiri yang merana. betul? 

dan lagi satu, TOLONG jangan mementingkan diri sendiri. you are wasting OUR time.


*x perlu nak terasa2, aku x cakap pasal kau pon.

hari yang DINANTI akan tiba tak lama lagi.

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FINAL EXAM WOO



4 nov 09
ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 3
BSM 2913
9 - 12 am

6 nov 09
C++
BFC 2042
8:30 - 11.30 am

9 nov 09
PENGAJIAN ISLAM
UMA 1182
2:30 - 5:30 pm

11 nov 09
MECHANICS OF MATERIALS
BFC 2083
9 - 12 am

17 nov 09
ENGINEERING GEOMATIC
BFC 2103
2:30 - 5:30 pm





doakan kejayaan saya. amin.



Tuesday, October 20, 2009

nahhh


FLYING KICK khas untuk kau
BUDAK GEMUK! ;p




ceq rindu hang laa ni,
hang rindu ceq x?
kalau rindu habaq mai naa.

Monday, October 19, 2009

psychedelic genre.

Her green plastic watering can
For her fake Chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself.
It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out.

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns.
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins.
And it wears him out, it wears him out.
It wears him out, it wears

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love.
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run.
And it wears me out, it wears me out.
It wears me out, it wears me out.

And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time.
Oh, oh.





;Fake Plastic Tree by RADIOHEAD
*i never knew this song before :b



- 4:20 am

someone sent me this song via G-talk and asked me to hear for his voice,
*katanya lagu ni lagu cover sbb lagu yang dibuat sendiri x syap lagi? ye ke? haha

 

he dedicated the song for me weee. :b 

*syap main gitar lagi :))


ouhh hoo,
kau telah menggembirakan aku dan menceriakan mood aku kembali!


thank you, friend :D














 





crap.

mata aku dah mengantuk tapi aku tak boleh tido, kenapa? masih terkejut. mungkin sbb tadi dapat unexpected call, eh? ntahh aku pon x tahu. hari ini hari ahad, esok dah hari isnin, tiada kelas, tapi aku ade experiment geomatik yang x habis lagi. aku x faham betul kenapa perlu buat experiment sampai 10 kali? pernah korang re-do exp lab sampai almost 10 kali? pernah? haa aku pernah ok. exp sebelum ni. TRAVERSE. esok TEKIMETRI. 2nd time re-do. ok lagi laa tu. padan muka aku. esok buat lagi. yahoooo. hoho. petang esok ada kelas tambahan math. x sabar nak jumpa prof wahid. kalau korang nak tau dia nih lecturer serba boleh. nama je kitorang dalam kelas math tapi dia punya lecture tu merangkumi banyak aspek seperti english dan agama islam. haha. seronok x seronok kelas math kitorang? sebab tu masa kelas math x pernah mengantuk. x pernah laa sgt kannn ;p weee. tadi malam aku pergi tengok Battle Of The Band. bon dan syahid perform. wa cakap lu suara bon mmg mantaappp ouhhh! mmg x sia2 aku datang bagi sokongan kat kau wey. even korang x menang tapi korang still the best. hahaha. bonbonket jgn lupa ajar aku main gitar ok, aku tuntut gitar kau. hehe :b

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kadang2 aku pelik manusia ni, bila ada depan mata x nak hargai. bila dah x ada baru nak cari. kenapa? dah lama aku fikir tapi x dapat jugak jawapannya. manusia x sempurna, manusia x lepas dari melakukan kesalahan. aku sendiri banyak buat silap. tapi adil ke kalau orang lain yang nak hukum aku atas semua kesalahan yang aku buat? adil ke? tolong jawab soalan aku ni. adil? satu soalan lagi, kenapa susah sgt orang nak maafkan aku? aku sendiri x faham. ye aku taw aku x rasa apa orang lain rasa. aku x rasa apa kau rasa. kan? tapi aku pon ada perasaan, ada hati. so tolong fikir juge pasal hati dan perasaan orang lain, tolong eh? kalau nak pergi, pergi je. senang. x menyusahkan hidup orang lain. x payah nak menyakitkan hati orang lain. jgn ingat aku ni macam bola. kau nak main kau ambil, kau x nak kau campak buang sesuka hati kau ok? walaupun selama ni aku mmg diambil dan dibuang sesuka hati macam tu. so mmg x de beza. betul x? ada faham? kalau faham bagus kalau kau x faham buat2 je faham.


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so kesimpulannya, apa motif aku tulis cam ni? aku sendiri x tau. yang aku tau, aku tengah sedih, pilu, hiba, rasa nak menangis kuat2, boleh? puas hati kau? dan sukahati aku la nak tulis apa kat blog ni, sbb aku punya blog. kalau korang nak baca blog aku sekadar untuk mengutuk, so x payah nak buang masa baca. aku x suruh pon. ok? boley blah, main jauh2.



Friday, October 16, 2009

mengisi masa lapang.


'nikmatilah segigit keseronokan hidup' 





jiwangssss mood.

masih ada perasaan yang tak menentu di hati
bila ingat sorot matamu yang kurasa berbeda
Oh, janganlah trjadi yang slalu kutakutkan
beribu cara 'kan ku tempuh
Oh, cintaku kumau tetap kamu
yang jadi kekasihku
jangan pernah berubah
selamanya kan ku jaga dirimu
seperti kapas putih di hatiku
takkan kubuat noda
bayangkanlah kedua matamu
bayangkan aku disisimu
oh, janganlah terjadi yang selalu kutakutkan
beribu cara 'kan ku tempuh.



; i miss you, yes you.

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...
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and its hurt. :'(




Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Monday, October 12, 2009

get ready!

for;
- C++ test this evening
- pack classes for this week
- upcoming tests (math engineering 3, mechanics of materials, engineering geomatic) fuhhh
- FINAL EXAM




;persediaan mental dan fizikal diperlukan. mari bersedia!

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

game on.





GOOD LUCK ROWERS! :)


mari sapu bersih semua pingat ;p








*more pics will be uploaded later yeaa

Friday, October 02, 2009

apakah?

tiba2 aku rasa benci yang amat kepada kau.



*i ll be away for a week, 
Varsity Boat Race.
wish me all the best!
pls pray that i will get gold medal! :)

emphh, cant wait to meet ARI! hehe ;b


long days.



PART 1.
24 - 27 september 2009, 
training camp at putrajaya.



hana (pacer) :D


close friends in rowing




cuya sengal and eka busuk

 
 
ah beng, as usual, postmortem



bosan dengar orang bebel masa postmortem




postmortem again, with coach



and abang zul, assistant coach



mdy, yan, eka, cuya, hana, fazi



step and sam



step and mdy



semangat cox aku buat machine, cayalah!




front row; siti jalilah kesayangan dan mak jan, identiti muka dirahsiakan. HAHA

 








angkat boat


at last habis jugak training kitorang selame 4 hari tu. muka dan tangan pun dah hitaaammm, adoyy. so malam ni pergi lagi putrajaya untuk training selame 2 @ 3 hari dan game Varsity Boat Race 09 for about a week! wish me luck! aku  nak menang emas lagiiii, sape  yang x nak menang weyy? ngeee, semangat berkobar2 untuk race ni wooo. marilah datang support beramai ramai. ahaaa, for those rowers yang terpilih untuk pergi ke PATTAYA, thailand. congrates! :D harumkanlah nama Malaysia dalam sukan Rowing ok? all the best. hana jgn malukan sifu kau nih taw, hahaha. ;p 



PART 2.
malam 27 september 2009,
met rje at KLIA.


acea, impi, odd went to kelab tasik to fetch me. sweet x merekaa? ;p


cea



sory la impi muka kau hodoh sket ;p



burn. erkk


 



 
syg mereka :))

 

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acea drift pergi KLIA naik mini cooper ok! 
*caye jgn x caye


 
 
 
 rjeeeee 




 
chesco




odd, fiqa, impi




debe, odd



raje gedik dpt present tuu




 
 
7 of us

 
ouh ini comel :D


 
:)


ini gambar special edition. haha.

mini cooper tuuuu HAHA!





 
bye raja arina safra raja arif.
jaga diri baik baik di tempat orang.
eceyyh.
we gonna miss u a lot,

syg kau! 




PART 3.

28 - 29 september 2009,
send impi to segamat.

jalan2 di segamat.
with impee and id! :)

 





 
 
 miss u laa ;p

 
impi budget manjaa haha!



thanks to impi bagi tumpang tido 1 malam, bwk jalan2 round compound uitm, haha. cuci2 mata kan kan? ;p nx tyme kau dtg bp, aku tong tong minyak RM 0.40 nak? hahahaha. dan hidayah lod, terima kasih juga kerana mendengar luahan hati saya ye, syg kau lebeyyyhhh a cam ni! hehe. pot pet pot pett. selasa pagi pulang ke PARIT RAJAAA. fuhh penat oo.








alamak, it's already 3 pm, aku x pergi class math oyy, hoho. :O




mahu packing mahu packing!



bye!