I miss you.
And I hate myself for missing you.
But I do.
What happened to us.
I know that is dead, but I miss you.
We were so close,
And now we are so far apart.
And it's all over.
I get it.
It's just difficult.
I'll just keep beating myself up.
I have nothing left to believe in.
&& I just don't know what to do anymore.